For two weekends and now a part of a third I have been holed up in my apartment. I'm not sure what the deal is. I haven't gone anywhere or done anything. I barely leave the house to forage for food. If it was someone else I would say they were withdrawing from the world, but I don't feel like I'm depressed or making a decision to withdraw. But I will admit that a part of me just hasn't felt like dealing with the world in general on the weekends. I wonder sometimes.... I was feeling pretty blue before Ike came along. I don't feel that way anymore, but I wonder if that is why I'm partially withdrawing. Am I hiding from the world? Is this a delayed reaction to the previous issues? It could be that the last week and the next few weeks at work are going to consist of extremely long days as we prepare for a contest on November 1st and I'm just exhausted. Or maybe I'm just lazy. Or extremely tired of this nagging cough / post nasal drip that will NOT go away. Whatever the case the streak will be broken tomorrow because I will be going to the Texans game. Right at this moment I don't feel excited about it which is why I'm wondering if there is something wrong. I'm hoping that excitement will come tomorrow.
UPDATE: TEXANS WIN!!!!! If you haven't seen the highlights give them a look. Texans win with 3 seconds left on the clock. What a game!