I feel like I should write a post about the Via Colori event because it was so neat, but I just can't organize my jumbled thoughts. I also want to mark it because I think I finally turned the corner on the last year of personal struggles that I've had with my place in the local online community. I feel like I've let some things go and finally accepted some other things. It has been a freeing feeling and a weight lifted off my shoulder. I have been struggling with this stuff for a year, trying to find my voice, trying to decide who I want to be what I hope to get out of it and I feel like I'm that much closer.
You know how you always hear people saying their 40s and 50s are so great because they don't give a damn what other people think anymore? I'm not quite that free yet, but I can see it now, off in the distance. It is within sight and darn if they aren't right. What a great feeling.