Remember this? Well I've totally fallen down on the job. I'm right back in that random clicking around the internet pattern. In fact I've spent every night this week, just randomly hanging around on the internet, letting things slide, even while in the back of my mind I'm screaming at myself to do something more productive.
So far my reading list for 2009 is pathetic. I've started several different books, but haven't finished any of them. I can't seem to focus on just one thing. I jump from activity to activity and then can't remember what I wanted to do five minutes later. I'm losing something. Intelligence, patience, memory, focus. I'm not sure what it is but I can feel it slipping away. I need to get it back. Time to rededicate myself to eliminating the random, wasteful moments and start doing things with a little more meaning.