I don't wanna grow up

I have to face reality.  I may not be able to take my trip.  I was out for an hour and a half today and I barely made it.  First I went to the butterfly center, then walked over to the japanese garden and finally back to my car by the garden center.  When I went from the butterfly center to the japanese garden I had to sit and recover.  At that point I had only been active for 45 minutes!

I'm not sure how I'm going to drive for a few hours down there and walk around, sleep in a strange bed and do it all again the next day including driving back.  I'm not sure what to do.  I won't make a decision until tomorrow.  I pricelined the hotel so that money would be gone.  Not a huge deal, but disappointing.  

Part of me feels like I should just go anyway.  It wasn't like this was going to be an action packed trip anyway.  Visit one area Thursday afternoon, another Friday morning.  I could take naps at the hotel.  I just don't know if I should do it or not.  Sometimes you have to be a grown up and make grown up decisions.  Being a grown up isn't always fun.

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