My poor neglected blog. I usually don't like it when people put up blog posts about why they aren't writing and promising that they will get back to it. I feel that no one needs to apologize if they aren't writing and they certainly shouldn't make promises about a new writing schedule if they can't keep it. Yet here I am lamenting my poor neglected blog.
I hope one day work will calm down, but it looks like it won't be this week. I found myself up there until 7:30 last night and I'm starting to wonder if I will ever catch up. I regularly work 12 hour days. I'm not sure if it is because my schedule is different this year, or if I'm just not being efficient. I feel like I'm really trying to do a better job and stay on top of things this year, trying to be more accountable and more creative, yet it is causing me these crazy hours. And region rehearsals start Wednesday so my mornings and afternoons will be gone. Sigh.
Since I only have an hour or two at home in the evenings before I'm supposed to go to sleep my cooking has totally fallen apart. I haven't been to the grocery store! I'm resistant about going to the grocery store on the weekends, but I guess I'm really going to have to change my thinking and do that because I don't want to eat out all the time. Along with cooking, my poor bike and my Spanish lessons have taken a hit as well as time to visit my Flickr and photoblog contacts.
I'm weird (you knew that already right). I have all these grand schemes about schedules. I think if I just set up a schedule then everything will be all right. This day will be grocery store day, this one blogging day, this one cleaning day. I have this belief that if I just schedule everything then I'll have time for everything. The problem is I don't follow my own schedule. I do it for a week then promptly fall off the schedule wagon. I seriously need some help figuring out how to organize my increasingly busy life. I'm starting to feel like I'm in danger of drowning.