This Week's Battle

When I have something big hanging over my head I have a bad habit of withdrawing and feeling like I can't do anything until the big thing passes.  I've been like this forever and have only realized in the last few years that I do this.  For example UIL is next week.  It is hanging over my head big time and I feel like I can't do anything until it passes.  But I can.  Because it is next week.  And there is no reason why I can't come home at a decent time this week, or enjoy my evenings, ride my bike or even see a musical.  It is so hard and I am fighting myself every step of the way, but it is a battle worth fighting.  Something next week shouldn't disrupt this week.


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