I have been drifting through life the last months, last year, possibly years. I feel like I'm just now coming out of a deep, dark haze and slowly seeing the light.
What has happened to me? I used to be so connected to my life. I had such excitement for the things I did. I have been going through the motions for far too long now. I have ben disconnected. I go to work, I come home, I take photos because I'm supposed to, run my photo group and chatter online but it all feels hollow. I have really noticed it the last few months where I have withdrawn further and further into my shell.
I'm not sure why it happened, how long it has been happening or how I am going to get back. Last time I felt this lost for this long I took up photography and began exploring Houston. It helped me turn a corner. What is going to help me now? I don't know, but I must find a way out of this numbness.