I'm a terrible blogger, I know. I miss blogging and I love doing it, but at the end of an evening I can't seem to get myself to sit down and do it. But yet again here I am.
So a quick update on the biggest thing going on with me right now. I have joined Weight Watchers. I met with my doctor to begin discussions on weight loss. She gave me a tiered list that went from Weight Watchers through surgery. I am very, very not interested in surgery so I'm starting with Weight Watchers.
It has been a struggle because I need to learn how to eat properly. My portions were way out of control and I have no concept of healthy eating. There have been tears and lots of whining and even some good days. I need to keep reminding myself that I am just at the start of this journey and that all of this will become easier. I'm only on day 17. I still dream of cakes, cookies and steak. The thing about Weight Watchers is you CAN eat everything you used to, you just have to watch how much you eat and I have to learn control.
That's about it. Let's see if I can get the blog rolling forward too.