I asked Mr. Boyfriend to plan something for my birthday. I told him I wanted an “experience” more than a gift. I wanted to go do something that I didn’t have to plan and I wanted to spend time with him doing something different from our normal routine.
And he did. We are going to get out of town and go to the Mesquite Rodeo. But I realized yesterday I am going to have a very big job. I started quizzing him last night about details and time schedules and plans and I had to stop myself. Part of this experience is for me to just go along for the ride and let someone else do it for once. For a control freak like me this is going to be hard.
I am rehearsing “Let It Go” from Frozen in my class, which means it is permanently stuck in my head, so I’m going to use it to remind myself to let go of the planning. Let it Gooo. Let it Gooooooooo.